This is really weird, I think.
So anyways, hey. In the internet, I would like to be called as "Curiosity". Yeah. I know. It's not my real name but maybe it's kinda cool to have a pen name and I think "Curiosity" will be nice because I'm always curious. I ask a lot of questions to people and to myself. Questions out of curiosity.
You're probably wondering why I created a blog entitled "What's on your mind?" with a link: http://thatprettylittlemind.blogspot.com/. Well, first of all, the link is like that because I'm a huge Taylor Swift fan and one of her songs ("Ours" to be specific) has the lyrics "don't you worry your pretty little mind" so that kinda explains it. Second, I was actually breaking a really bad habit.
You see, I had this habit on keeping a lot of thoughts in my head and just keeping them in there echoing in my mind. I wasn't actually fond of the idea of sharing what you thought to other people. Even though my friends encourage me to say my problems to them whenever I cry, I simply don't. I just have this feeling that they might judge me on how shallow my problem is. But it's not.
So instead of telling somebody, I simply keep it inside and push it to the darkest corner of my mind. And that actually doesn't help at all. This just makes it worse. It echoes in your mind and it reminds you a lot of bad stuff and you go crazy at night. Then, you cry yourself to sleep and scream at the top of your lungs and become kinda paranoid.
Yeah, it makes you stronger but there's this indescribable fear growing inside you. So that's probably why I created this blog. This is an outlet. An outlet on what's going in my head all the time.
And the inspiration for the blog title was the big yet blurry text on every Facebook home page: What's on your mind?
So what do you think is on my mind?
Yours Truly,
CURIOSITY
