You should know that I'm never gonna change. I'm always gonna stay. If you call for me, I'm right there. You're so different. No one compares.
But I think I should stop thinking about you all the time. Maybe this is what I needed. Maybe this is a sign. Maybe I've been blind to reality. Could you tell me, was it real or was it all in my head?
How soon do we forget how we felt? Deal with emotions that never left. Gonna stop pretending what we're ain't. Total waste of time. Can we please make up our minds? And stop acting like we're blind. I'll be saving my love for you. 'Cause you're the best mistake I ever made.
I cried enough tears to see my own reflection in them. I guess you don't know what you got til' it's gone. I'm saying sorry for the sake of us. You were my everything. Now that's you're gone my heart is missing something.
I like to say we gave it a try. I like to blame it all on life. If I could change the world overnight, there'd be no such thing as goodbye. We'd get the chance we deserve. We almost knew what love was but almost is never enough.
It's no joke to me so can we do it all over again? I might miss everything you said to me.
Won't you stay with me? 'Cause you're all I need. This ain't love it's clear to see. Darling, stay with me. Why am I so emotional? No it's not a good look, gain some self control. Deep down, I know this would never work.
I hate to say I need. When it's so hard for me. And I hate to say I want you. When you make it so clear you don't want me. I'm so reliant. I'm so dependent. I'm such a fool. You will never know that feeling. You will never see through these eyes. I'd never ask you 'cause deep down I'm certain I know what you'd say. You'd say "I'm sorry. Believe me, I love you but not in that way"
Songs used in this blog post: (Click on the title of the song to listen to whole song on Youtube)
RIGHT THERE by Ariana Grande feat. Big Sean
ALL IN MY HEAD by Tori Kelly
BEST MISTAKE by Ariana Grande feat. Big Sean
MY EVERYTHING by Ariana Grande
ALMOST IS NEVER ENOUGH by Ariana Grande feat. Nathan Sykes
OVER AGAIN by One Direction
STAY WITH ME by Sam Smith
NOT IN THAT WAY by Sam Smith